OMG, I saw Kris Jones!! :|

So I'm currently working an event on the south side of Chi-town and I'm to the point of exhaustion where I am losing my filter. I've been up for 16 hours and counting. I hope I make it home ok. However, that is not why I am writing.

O.M.G. I saw Kris Jones yesterday. I felt my stomach fly out of my body. Who is this person you may ask? The person who does the talent casting at Six Flags Great America. AKA the person who decides whether to give me a job or not for the 2012 season. I was in Lisa and Rob's truck at the gas station literally next door to Six Flags. I wanted so badly to jump out of the truck, tackle him to the ground, and force him to tell me if I have a job or not. However, the oh-so-convenient child lock on the back door of Robert's brand new truck kept me in. And this was probably for the better. I want to leave him with the impression of me from the audition where I looked pretty and thin and sang pretty.

I'm not sure how to take this incident though. For those of you who know me, you know that I believe that everything happens for a reason. I am also rather intuitive and am able to make things happen so as to give me a sign of the answers I am looking for at any given time. Such as the first time I auditioned for Six Flags; I was walking out of callbacks past the Superman (covered in snow, such a weird site) and I looked up at the ride and just instantly knew "yep, this is going to happen." I searched and searched for this kind of "moment" at this year's callbacks but was only struck with "wow, it feels like I never even left". I'd like to take this as a good sign, but am not totally convinced that it means "yep, this is going to happen".

So as I was driving down here yesterday, I took my old route searching for anything; any glimpse of hope. As I drove past the employee parking lot, I looked at the sign and swore I could hear the angelic voices singing "aaahhhhh", but still not quite "yep, this is going to happen". So then finally, last night, after coming back to the Browning homestead after having Denny's, we stopped at the gas station and literally pulled up right next to Kris Jones. Then, I couldn't get out of the truck because of the stupid child lock and he was on the phone. So does this mean something????? I still can't tell. Can you tell this waiting game is killing me? Just wait till it's March, then I'll really be freaking out.